like i said, tiZ KrakkeR maKes no seNse

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i realli dunno wat 2 do.. i’m jealous whenever u chat wif other guys, but i keep tryin 2 control myself nt 2 be so jealous, juz normal talkin nia.. tat’s y i let u call whoever u wan lor.. i do all these is 2 let u noe tat i always call u or wan u 2 call is becoz i miss u.. i’m always waitin 4 ur call.. u dunno how much i wish u would care 4 mi, concern 4 mi, tink of how i feel, being able 2 reject other guys askin u out without any excuse, gif mi surprises, or even juz remembering our monthly anniversary date.. i realli dunno wat else i can do le.. i keep tryin 2 find things 2 talk 2 u, 2 entertain u, tink of ways 2 surprise u, make u happy, tink of how u will feel if i do tiz or tat, tink of stuffs tat u n vin nv do b4, 2 let u tink of mi whenever u go certain place or do certain things.. i’ve been a bad bf tat’s y i’m trying even harder 2 be a gd one.. but coz vin have done so well as a bf, i feel even more stress.. wanna be better than him.. there’r times when i cry by myself coz i feel stress, nt lettin u noe.. i’m always smiling in front of u coz juz by being wif u, i’m happy.. i try 2 hide my sadness coz i dun wan u 2 worry.. i dun wanna be like vin who always gif u a face.. i wan u 2 be happy..

u’r realli veri important 2 mi..

tat’s y i love u..

sry, baby.. i cant control my jealousy.. somehow i juz keep tinkin n worryin.. seeing u n him click so well.. i juz cant seem to entertain u as well as him.. i’m such a lousy bf.. actualli didnt cared at the time when u most needed concern.. n even forced u to do things tat u dun wan.. i’m a total jerk.. a million sorry oso cant redeem me frm my misdeeds.. i simply cant forgive myself.. but i’m still gonna try my best to be a gd bf.. ur bf.. u really mean alot to me.. i’m gonna win ur heart, hold on to it n nv let go.. until the day ur heart stops.. or u feel breathless.. but i’ll make sure i wont make u breathless.. i’ll let u feel warmth deep into ur heart.. i’ll be ur jacket, ur bolster, ur pillow, ur heater..

i love you..

it’s time to fly! focus.. that’s what i needed.. determination doesnt come easy from a lazy krakker like me, but i still gotta do it..

UPGRADING WORKS IN PROGRESS!!

-p3aC3 OuT-

y izzit tat i onli get motivations when i’m outside n gets totally freakishly overwhelminly lazy when i’m in camp eh?

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wat’s my drive? there’s so many things i’ve said i wanted 2 do, but they’r all juz totally freakishly overwhelminly left undone.. i’ve always wanted 2 do so many things, no, i’ve tried n done so many things but they’r juz unsuccessful.. like parkour, freerunnin, breakin, beatboxin, bikin, guitarin, piano, soccer, basketball, swimmin, bowlin, kayakin, hockey, etc etc.. so so many more juz keep poppinly popple pop up.. i juz dun get the hang of it.. especially dancin.. i’ve tried n fried.. my body is retard, there’s juz no flow.. dancin is always juz somethin tat i can onli watch fro afar wif envity .. still, it’s juz so inspirationally motivational.. lookin at them swing their body, flowin, poppin, lockin, wacking, harlem shaking, C-walking, krumpin, all those moves tat’s so freakun fluid.. so much effort tat’s put into practisin.. so darnin spectacular.. then tinkin back.. my life is juz so plain.. can someone or some someones cum along n twist my life ard once, thrice, quadrupice, bring me 2 tat dimension of hiphophard..

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Tvv15t 0F F@t3, one set, upsize, ty

alrite, wat haf i been doin tiz yr?

jan-army

feb-army

mar-army

apr-army

may-army

jun-army

jul-army

aug-army

sep-army

oct-army

nov-army

dec-army

WTF?!! so bascically nth is done tiz yr.. darn shit.. another yr wasted.. n b4 tat i’ve wasted another 2 yrs as well.. holy crap man.. i’ve juz shortened my life for 3 yrs not gainin anythin much, so i’m still back 2 tracks..

man, i gotta realli go out there n learn somethin useful.. some skills tat’ll get me thru the rest of my life.. rite! new yr resovivolution? upgrade myself!! cool, tat shall be it.. makin use of ‘07 2 upgrade myself since i’ll still be in army til nex dec n be reborned for da nex countdown.. n i’m 20 tiz yr liao! got 2 in my age alrd!

n i got so freakin lotsa things i wanna get:-

-braces, which i’ve been sayin frm the lastX2 countdown til now

-phone, i’ve been usin some old non-camera hps due 2 army

-mp3 playa, but all my usb ports r spoilt now, i wonder how i gonna load the songs in

-digi cam, ok, i made a mistake gettin creative

-skates, mine’s slidin on e socks now

-shoes, well, diff bearings comes wif diff genres

-350GB external hardisk, 160 juz aint enuff for me

-fix my com, makin its usb ports workable at the very least

-adidas jacket, tat costs 139

-wallet, i’ve been usin mine since ‘05

-neckstrap, i lost mine at queensway

-slacks, for sports

-lisence

-clothes

-clothes

-clothes

-n more clothes, they’r juz nv enuff, dun u peeps tink so? hey! guys shop as much as well.. it’z juz tat we dun show it..

alrite.. tat’s probably wat i wanna get in ‘07.. for now.. some unexpectations will always juz popped outta nowhere along da way.. til then, ciaos..

gonna go SHO’DOWN soon..

quote of the year–Let the lowly despise u, n the worthy respect u

tiz sumhow came 2 my mind while i was sweepin grass off the road in my camp.. dun ask me y n how, i dunno.. it juz did.. n sumhow i juz find it true.. y bother wat others say? juz do wat u wanna do, n Let the lowly despise u, n the worthy respect u!

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new yr countdown was fun! but my wallet seems 2 be empty now.. aargrhrhgrgrhhh… met lotsa ppl at expo.. but the most overwhelming outstandingly cheenoipuing act of the year happened!! my sergeant kissed me in the middle of sum 20 million crowd!! wif spectators of antz, lizoids, cuckooroaches n mb some munkkeys, dinosaws, shinigamis, origamis- ok, i saw none of all those i mentioned…. u get wat i mean.. WAT THE FUTICKIN GOD MAN!! YUCKS!! freakin gross!! twice sumore!! holly mother ass burnt man.. WTHWTHWTH!! things ppl do when their drunk.. ugghhhh.. y isnt it a gal instead?? if onli it was her or her or tat her, there, tat one.. or tat one standin there or tat one sittin there, or tat gal wearin orange jacket.. ok, fine.. i’m dreamin.. =>

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n a guy juz walk hafway n fell on the floor while tokin on the phone.. mb the other party told him to drop it like it’s hot.. so, he did.. n i dropped my camera as well, twice! like, "BOOM!" creatin an earthquake for some bacterinas on the floor.. n all my USB ports are spoilt!! i cant upload photos! grrrr.. wtf is wrong wif my com man.. 1st the monitor, then the keyboard n mouse.. now all my drives other than C:/ are all gone.. tiz is sooo cheenye.. zzz..

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SANTA IS FAKE!

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RUDOLF IS CRAP!

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CINDERELLA GOT HONG KONG LEGS

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SNOW WHITE EAT ORANGES

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UGLY DUCKLING DROWNED IN THE POND

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THREE LITTLE PIGS BECOME CONSTRUCTION WORKERS

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RED RIDING HOOD GIVE THE WOLF AN APPLE

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AND MY MOM IS SLPING!

SANTA IS FAKE! FAKE FAKE FAKE! says:

BUT I NV ASK U WHATS YR MOM DOING!

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i muz be too slpy 2 write all those.. LOL.. i juz cant tink properly..

ArHgAhRaGrahGHahmaAHgongEaTprAtaLah

Esittin in his room, fingers on the plentiful buttons on his keyboard, lookin at his monitor.. alrite.. mb i shld start rantin some shit for u fags out there.. it’s the festive season man! wat u fags doin lookin at tiz shit? get out there n partayyyyy!! WOOOO!!! hahaha.. itz da time 2 get hiGH, itz da time 2 get WilD!!

okok, i’m a fag myself writin tiz not goin out.. but itz still early wat.. parties at nite yea?

right??????

hello!!

riGhT???

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damn u faggots..

dun start ya partay w/o me can? can can?

hellllllllloooooooooooooo…

shittt.. ok, i better get goin..

bye ya’ll!! u allll!! hey..

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ahhhh..

u fags r gone?

k, ciaos!

PaRtY!!!!!! WOOO!! here i cum!! ermmm.. i mean come.. hey! dun sound so crude can?

-gone-