like i said, tiZ KrakkeR maKes no seNse

i realli dunno wat 2 do.. i’m jealous whenever u chat wif other guys, but i keep tryin 2 control myself nt 2 be so jealous, juz normal talkin nia.. tat’s y i let u call whoever u wan lor.. i do all these is 2 let u noe tat i always call u or wan u 2 call is becoz i miss u.. i’m always waitin 4 ur call.. u dunno how much i wish u would care 4 mi, concern 4 mi, tink of how i feel, being able 2 reject other guys askin u out without any excuse, gif mi surprises, or even juz remembering our monthly anniversary date.. i realli dunno wat else i can do le.. i keep tryin 2 find things 2 talk 2 u, 2 entertain u, tink of ways 2 surprise u, make u happy, tink of how u will feel if i do tiz or tat, tink of stuffs tat u n vin nv do b4, 2 let u tink of mi whenever u go certain place or do certain things.. i’ve been a bad bf tat’s y i’m trying even harder 2 be a gd one.. but coz vin have done so well as a bf, i feel even more stress.. wanna be better than him.. there’r times when i cry by myself coz i feel stress, nt lettin u noe.. i’m always smiling in front of u coz juz by being wif u, i’m happy.. i try 2 hide my sadness coz i dun wan u 2 worry.. i dun wanna be like vin who always gif u a face.. i wan u 2 be happy..

u’r realli veri important 2 mi..

tat’s y i love u..